Last 15 minutes before home time. Thought I'd take time out and do some blogging.Been so busy lately and having to fit assignments in between is causing me not to have proper lunch hours. Luckily though, I have been able to go home on time but being so busy at work leaves me sooo buggered... And the situation at home hasn't helpled..
Anyway.. happier note. Note the picture above? It's a swallow's nest.. just outside our front entrance. So cute! I took this early in the morning so the little babies haven't stuck its beaks out to ask for food. There are 3 of them.. and the mother attacks any one who tries to come to our front door. Feel sorry for the delivery people haha They are like... bracing themselves when they come near our front door. The bird squawks at them! So farnie...
*yawn*
I just emailed my 2nd individual assignment for E&I. My gawd... I felt soo uncomfortable submitting it because it was such a last minute job. Hopefully I'll get better than average mark haha Iffy!!! Started at 8pm last night and finished it 12.30am. Was proud of myself, I was on a roll!! I've been sitting on it for ages because I couldn't figure out in my head how to approach it. Nutted it all out last night. But my precious sleep is suffering =(
Anyway.. mum has returned from the hospital. Her op wound is recovering well. It's scabbing now so that's good. But me and mum had a fight the other.. argh. So frustrating. Basically, she's saying I take everything for granted while my sis and dad slave away taking care of her. I was flabbergasted.. rather, disappointed. And what's worse, everything I do is deemed to be more self-benefit rather than good of the family. Fair enough, my career that's for myself. My MBA that's for myself.. but it is not fair to finger point. I contribute where I can.. for f*** sake, what did I sacrifice? MY LIFE that's what. I have uni work and home. No socials. Whatever time I get, I contribute to work or home. ARGHHHHHH FINE, they can say that comparatively, my sacrifice is not significant. But it is all relative isn't it??? You can't say they did more and I did jack shit. I juggle balls... MANY balls..
Just wanna give it alllllll up.... *cries*

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