Rude awakening...

Who knew this could've happened? Not in a million years..


Found out something disturbing a couple of days ago. It was such a rude shock. Never thought in a million years this would happen. Mum being sick was already like a movie, just slowly getting over it (but of course, will never get over it)... and now this..

sigh

Really don't know what to think. We're all grown ups, can't control people's actions or feelings. I'm telling myself, let them be. But on the other hand, the other people who are involved will be hurt. I truly don't know I am feeling about this.. so confused....

argh

I don't need this shit.. Busy trying to finish my uni work. Not long to go but I haven't been able to concentrate. TV shows (yes, very naughty.. smack self) and now this.. ai yor..

Feels like another dream.. a bad one...