Reflection

Just had a thought...

Before I go to sleep just want to reflect.

This year has been quite an interesting year. I've had to juggle many balls. I've met many intriguing people, made new friends and built new bonds, met up with old friends and strengthened the bond.

There were ups and downs... but I have to say, mainly ups. Just gotta keep positive frame of mind to lead a happy life. Can't let every little thing drag us down... it'll only destroy our inner selves, our confidence and our zest for life.

This trimester met a person and been intriguing to speak to that person. Always wanting to know more... more!!!! But so mysterious!!!! Grrr... a great observer the person is, and that's what intrigues me. I like to observe people but not to the extend the person does it. And I always like to know how others perceive me... good or bad I can take it... But always intriguing to find out what others think of me...

An online conversation tonight with a friend raised a thought in my head - one that has always bugged me... I've always been jealous of girls who just has this natural aura around them that literally draws people towards them. It's like.. can just stare at them the whole day and drool. How does one possess such beauty and sophistication?!?! It's all natural ain't it?? I am never the type where I hear people say "gawrsh she's beautiful, can't take my eyes off her!" nor do I have endless date invites haha Hmmn.. frankly speaking, I am jealous!!!! So petty I am haha So I tell myself, this is something little, as long as I am happy this shouldn't matter =P And it shouldn't! Life is more than this.. more than about outer beauty. But this is also like calling someone "cute" HAHA

Ok should stop waffling.. get some sleep!

Btw Lainy - it's weird, why can't you add comment to my blog?!?! *scratches head*