New Chapter... soon to be

Oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Can't believe I did what I did this morning...

After soo much internal turmoil. I did it...

I told my boss that my plan is to get out of my comfort zone and move on. I was like..... soooo worried and scared about his reaction, because I treat him not only as a boss but also as a friend and someone who is very very close to a "grandpa" though he is not that too much older than my dad's age!

ANYWAY... so there has always been a "connection". However, I have been too comfortable at this company. Despite all my worries and the "what if I won't get a job" or "what if I won't be good enough for the job".. I still talked to him and made my decision.

I guess I've been brewing over it for the past few months.. ever since towards the end of last year, everyone has been asking me what I'll do after MBA. I've always thought I'd take over this company and rule the world =P Nah, but I thought I'd stay here for the long term. However, I guess a few things sped things up and pushed me to make my decision.

I am glad it's done, but at the same time I am hell scared! I am also feeling very very sad for my boss. He's undergoing sooo much pressure/crap on the home front that I just feel really bad for him. But I guess we all have our own battles to fight and I have mine too..

But it's done. He said please stay for awhile, at least till Dec. I've told him that I'll still looking around but yeah, nothing beyond Dec.

Oh my gawrsh.. better looking!! Any jobs out there for me? =)

*runs around waving arms around like a person gone troppo*